Some words from 2011/4/8

Is it because of the rain?When I looked up, raindrops started falling into my eyes, I would start blinking and turn my head.It's the same feeling as looking to something I want so badly, but can never have it.
You're so far, yet you're in my heart.And that's why it's pounding.Sometimes it hurts.Why?You should tell me.Do you acknowledge me?I could think of million reasons why that cannot ever happen.
I want to write a letter with my tears, can I?I hope that kind of letter endures trough ages and maybe in next life you'll see it.I wish you would turn time back then and my dream could come true.